Conquering Depression and Suicidal Thoughts

Conquering Depression and Suicidal Thoughts
“I felt utterly exhausted that night, so worn out I didn’t want to live anymore. I showered thousands of kisses on my daughters. I told them how much I loved them and waited until they fell asleep. I was so proud of them; they were the only thing that made me feel that my life had been worth living. My husband’s words during his last visit quickly left their effect on my sick mind and it wasn’t long before I convinced myself that, if I was that old and useless, there was nothing left to live for. Their grandmothers and my sister Betrys would take care of them once I was gone. Moreover, although Sebastián was a poor husband, he was a good father and they would be in good hands. It was already late that night when I locked myself in the bathroom, with a small, sharp knife I took from the kitchen. I spent several hours, seated on the cold marble floor, crying as quietly as I could, and playing around with my veins without finding the nerve to sink the knife in. I only managed to make a superficial cut in the skin of my left wrist, which bled a little. The thought of my daughters acted as a lifesaver. They were the angels who protected me in those moments of profound darkness. Their smiling little faces, their kisses, and the way they said, “I love you, Mommy” passed before me, ever more vividly. I couldn’t let my demons win this battle. Where was the girl whose desperate wish to live had beaten death some few times in her childhood? Where was my self-respect? I had to find it, to make the effort. The time to return to the other side had not yet come.” “While I Was Learning To Become God.” Amazon Bestseller and Award Winner Book
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ARE YOU EXPLORING YOUR BODY THROUGH YOUR SOUL?

ARE YOU EXPLORING YOUR BODY THROUGH YOUR SOUL?

Two weeks ago, I had the privilege to make a pause of ten days from work, Internet, daily routine, family, friends, and in general, from the world I currently know and recreate.

Every year, I try to take a break (my last year break is documented in Return to the Jungle’s Innocence and Ayahuasca has healed me ) from all that’s been happening in my life, so I can disconnect, look back, reflect, and be able to change what’s not working for me anymore and allow the new to come and settle in. Albert Einstein, believed that problems cannot be solved from the same level of awareness from which they have been created, and I completely agree as in my own experience, whenever I take these breaks and I go OUT of my reality, it is when I’m able to discover a few new pieces of my personal puzzle (I see life, as an “under construction” beautiful puzzle) and witness with profound clarity what are the next steps in my path, so that once I’m back into my reality I can put them in practice, and I always do! If not, what would be the purpose of my break, right?

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Baby Steps to a Happy Life

Baby Steps to a Happy Life

Recently, I had the opportunity to interact with a cute little boy named Tommy, who was just starting to take his first steps and who, in spite of his apparent clumsiness, had some amazing teachings to offer me.

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Living the life of your dreams from Monday to Sunday

Living the life of your dreams from Monday to Sunday

From Mondays to Fridays, the majority of working adults living in world cities that are vital in the preservation of the current global economic model have agreed – conscious or unconsciously – to conform to a life where resignation and compliance are the names of the game. Many of us have been conditioned to believe that the only way to pay the bills, bring the money we require to cover our basic needs while we get to where we want to be, is through a job we simply DO as an obligation and often times with no enthusiasm or passion.

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How to Manifest Easier and Faster

How to Manifest Easier and Faster

There is so much that has been discovered about the way our brain functions. Why should this matter to you? Because when it comes to positive change and manifesting the life of your dreams, you must first learn the easiest and fastest way to reaching your goal.

Think of yourself as the driver of a manual transmission car with 5 gears who wants to get from point A to point B. You can choose to drive the car all the way on first gear and sooner or later – later than sooner, that’s for sure – you will get to point B. But, will your ride be as enjoyable, smooth and speedy as if you would choose to use the rest of gears?

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